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UNAWARE Pretty as a petal but playful she is not So silent yet so sweet she stands there still An obedient animal obeying its owner Being told how to act, being told how to feel Such a timid tiny thing Barely no noise but breathing Adults adore such an angel But they are unaware that this girl is seething This type of treatment Does dire damage Never getting the chance to be a child she is being crippled socially This girl becomes unsure, and angry with age Taught from a toddler The way in which to act She can’t change nothing now Forever acting shy, social skills she will probably always lack YOUR WEB STUFF! .ALONE Just another nobody Alone in the world A face with no name A body with no cause No one knows I exist No body cares They push past me like I’m invisible Like I’m a nothing Maybe that is what I am An invisible nothing I’m just one of many One of many who doesn’t matter Doesn’t matter if I stay Doesn’t matter if I go I’m all alone ABANDON Sitting here like a fool Same position day in day out Bored stiff, collecting dust Just another pretty ordainment on the shelf Never played with since the age of 7 Barely looked at ever The feeling of being unloved and alone surrounds But you will never tell as my smile is painted on

YOUR WEB STUFF! BASIC BEAUTY Dancing along the ground Playing like a child So free so graceful Such beauty can be overwhelming You don’t see what I see though This playful lingering you have no time for You don’t stop in the street to look, like I do This is no beauty to you, but just something littering the street You are so caught up in your own world You are always too busy, with your day always planned Meetings at one, pick up this at two Is there anything in there that says stop and watch the beauty that surrounds? This may be just a basic bag flying away with the wind, but it means so much more And the fact you can not stop to look at something so simple, means something too It means this world is too busy and we should slow down, If we can’t enjoy something so fundamental what can we enjoy? YOUR WEB STUFF! THE DANCING LEAF The leaves slowly dropping from the tree Twisting, twirling, dancing with me Caught by the wind on this autumn day They fly high in the air so far away PAIN The emotions build up Like a thunderstorm Ready to release it’s furry It starts with angry words Blowing around inside your head Then a treacle of insults spill out your mouth You have no control You feel it building up more and more Until you can’t handle it You release your hurt your pain In sharp lightening bolts Tears pour down your face You feel weak and relieved The clouds are disappearing The sun is coming out Happiness has again returned as quickly as it went SINKING A wave of emotion crashes over me My heart is slowly sinking to the bottom Salty water leaks into my eyes like a hole in a boat And I’m alone in this deep blue ocean of jumbled feelings I don’t know how to feel I don’t know how to act Happiness is making me float But sorrow has caught my leg pulling me under I try to fight it But it only makes matters worse I’m sinking slowly In this ocean of feelings. THE ADVENTURE OF LOVE I can travel deep into your soul Just by looking into your eyes The strength, the courage, the love It all shines through I can venture through your heart Just by looking at your smile It’s so warm, so friendly, so loving It makes me want to smile I can journey through your mind Just by looking at you You’re so relaxed, so free You’re everything I want You’re funny, you’re smart You’re caring, you’re kind You’re one in a million And I want you too be mine The only problem is You have a pick of any girl you want Why would you pick me? Those girls have everything and more I mean you’re just so gorgeous And well look at me Honestly You could do better And personality well I don’t have much of that either Unlike you who has one That could impress any girl All I can offer you is my heart I hope that is enough It may not be pure But it’s filled with love THE SOUND OF ALONESS Can’t you hear it? The sound of aloneness, It’s the drip of a single drop of water, It’s the splash of that droplet as it hits the ground, It’s the rustle of a bag being moved along the pavement, It’s the growl of the wind on a ferocious night, It is that noise you hear when there is nothing to make noise at all, It’s the sound that makes you scared and feel vulnerable, It is the sound of aloneness.