ok these poems havent been seen by ne one before until now, so u should feel very privalged to c em, plzzzzz dont steal em, i know they are pretty crappy but still,
still go on
i feel so lonely
i have no where to go
no where to turn
there is no escaping the darkness
and there is no denying it
i am truely alone
the sun has gone
no guarantee it will return
although i will still continue on
in hope
for that is all i have left
if i end my life now
it would b cowardly
and selfish
and just maybe i would miss out
miss out on sumthing so great
sumthing called life
(hey i wrote that cause a lot of people i know where talking about commiting suicide and everything and it kinda made me think, peoples plzzzz dont hurt urselves, its stupid, and everyone will miss u sooo much, if things are tough they can only get betta, just dont do stuff like that)
4EVA LASTING WARMTH (other poem i wrote but wont fit ne where else)
The showers water hugs me with its warmth
The way you did once before
The wetness on my lips
It reminds me of our first kiss
My dripping hair
Reminds me of the time i stood out in the rain waiting 4 u
The drops running down my face
Resembles the tears i cryed 4 u when u left me
The towel now around me
Represents my friends
They dried my tears
They kept me warm with love
Unlike you they didnt disappear down the drain
They have always been there 4 me
Caring for me
Keeping me safe and dry
the precious heart
i didnt want him
when i had him
so i dumped him
broke the heart that was his
now she has him
she wants him
she wont dump him
she healed the heart of his
now i want him
i dont want her to have him
but i wont go near him
i will not tamper with that sweet heart of his
he deserves to b happy
he deserves better than i could give
he deserves her
his heart is now hers and hers is now his
WASHED UP
When you said you loved me
It felt like a wave carrying me out to sea
We drowned each other in hugs and kisses
We shared our hope, dreams, our wishes
But then the wave crashed against the shore
And u said u loved me no more
You stung my eyes with salty tears
You took my heart and left nothing but fears
You said my love felt like seaweed
Strangling you and thats not wot u need
So here i am now
Lying on the shore any old how
Waiting again to be loved
Waiting again to be hugged
FISH IN THE SEA
A wave of emotion crashes
My heart is slowly sinking to the bottom
Salty water leaks into my eyes like a hole in a boat
And im alone in this deep blue ocean of jumbled feelings
The saying 'there is more fish in the sea'
Isnt intierly true
There is only one fish for me
And that fish is you
But you have been caught by another
They have sunk their teeth into u
And so im in this boat
Surrounded my fish
Waiting for another
Another mr right
just another nobody
alone in the world
a face with no name
a body with no cause
noone knows i exist
im just one of many
one of many who doesnt matta
doesnt matta if i stay
doesnt matta if i go
im all alone
people dont care about nothings
they push past them like they are invisiable
maybe that is wot i am
an invisiable nothing
y cant they c the light
the light thats inside of me
is that light or am i so dull?
or are they just blind?
is it me or is it them?
why am i alone?
should i change?
try to stand out?
NO!
i am who i am
i shouldnt change 4 neone
i should just b true to myself
thats all that matters
ill just stay
alone
POEM WIT NO NAME
I sit staring
Half listening
Half watching
Watching couples
Who are kissing, cuddling
Arms around each others waists
I sit thinking
Half envies
Half wishing
Wishing it was I
Who was loved, cared for
The one with the boyfriend
I sit wondering
Half understanding
Half not
Why isnt it me?
Am I too distant? Unnoticeable?
Maybe I should stand from now on
